Between Hobby Lobby and the World Vision uproar, I just, I don’t even.

I shouldn’t be, but I am, surprised and taken aback at the amount of hate christians harbor against LGBT*Q  people like me and my friends. I shouldn’t be, but I am, surprised at how hard old men in suits will fight to take away my autonomy over my body and my access to medical care.

I shouldn’t be, but I am, surprised at how much this whole thing, all of it, just hurts me. It feels so personal even though I’m not directly affected. It surprises me how much I need to cry and hide and run away from the world.